Wednesday, May 18, 2011 at 11:03 PM
To cigarettes and love
Sometimes I ask myself why I smoke. It's clearly not good for my health and heck, i look silly.
Normally, I just shrug this thoughts off and do other things to divert my mind. But a sudden answer arises from the back of my head. More like a voice that's definitely NOT conscience.
"Smoking feels very right at the moment." It says.
I feel like I'm living half-alive. No purpose. No feelings of some sort. No exact plans. None.
Just breathing. Just being.Labels: cigarettes, life, OA